urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thebritney just me Krystal 2004-10-26T07:29:54Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thebritney:1456 2004-10-26T07:29:54Z 2004-10-26T07:29:54Z I don't really even know why I'm writting in here...I'm just upset...I can't sleep! I hate it when I shut my eyes 500 things are running through my head...I think the one thing that bothers me the most is when I doubt myself...I mean if I think something there has to be a reason right?? Why would something just keep making it's way back to my thoughts if it wasn't supposed to be there? I'm not sure?? Why does it seem that I think differently than everyone else? why do I feel like I am the only one that feels like I do...it really sucks to think that sometimes...I just want someone to understand what I'm saying...I mean don't get me wrong I have friends that really care and really listen but I think they even wonder where I get things sometimes...who knows maybe I should try to sleep...I dont' know....nite nite urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thebritney:1066 2003-12-18T19:49:08Z 2003-12-18T19:49:08Z Just writting to let everyone know that I'll be back in KC tomorrow until fall...exciting huh? It's sort of sad though. I mean I've mad some wonderful friends here and I'm really sad to leave them, but emporia majorly sucks! Hope eveyone have a merry christmas! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thebritney:823 2003-12-15T05:08:36Z 2003-12-15T05:08:36Z I just got back to emporia safe...not really safe before but whatever. Parents suck...a lot...I'm just fed up....it's like "hello I'm your fucking responsibilty" but whatever. I guess it's a good time for the Britney to grow up. well just wanted to say hi hope that everyone is having a good day...have a good week urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thebritney:515 2003-12-13T06:22:45Z 2003-12-13T06:22:45Z well I don't even know what to write I'm angry...I'm super super tired of making everyone else feel better!! I wish that on damn time I could just I dunno tell someone to just go away not anyone in particular just someone. I mean I'm not trying to sound like I'm a damn saint or anything just I car so much for everyone else! Is that bad?? I don't know. I'm just tired of being upset and I'm tired of being sick...I'm so sick! I just want to be happy! I want to wake up in the morning and just be happy that's all. I'm sure everyone reading this is thinking stupid little drama quuen but this is actually how I feel. Also I do enjoy doing things for other people I do I really really do it's just constantly. I feel guilty for saying this even is that pathetic or what. Well I'm at Ashleys and I never get to see her so I'm going to get off of here. I hope that everyone has a wonderful holiday season if I don't write again...Hehehehehehe I'll try though!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:thebritney:509 2003-11-24T22:40:53Z 2003-11-24T22:40:53Z well..hm...I don't really know what to write...Well I'm such a ditz I couldn't figure out how to make an entry Ashley had to help me LOL sometimes I wonder why Im not blonde...I just realized I can't spell so anyone who is reading this is not allowed to laugh at me. I'm having an alright day I think Paul is mad at me I'm not really sure why...Katie and I have a big test tomorrow so we're studying now because Michael is coming down later so we probably would talk to him instead of studying...well don't know what else to say right now but buh bye (hey I just saw a spell check button that's great LoL ) *smiles*